Book description
Seventy-seven scenes from the life of a sexual outlaw. A horror show come to life, BLUE MOVIE reveals the the brutal unmaking of a human, the terrifying collapse of hope, and the drug-fueled spiral leading to disaster.BLUE MOVIE is one written and cast from the darkest corners of the Internet. In it, readers will witness the brutal unmaking of a human, the terrifying collapse of hope, and the drug-fueled spiral leading to disaster. A sadistic Nazi, a dungeon death, and an arrest for murder are just a few of the shocking moments in this collection of nearly 80 scenes from the life of a sexual outlaw. And, of course, there are surprises around every corner, including a naked, wandering, and blood-covered zombie on the sidewalks of Brooklyn. Stephan Ferris, an activist attorney also known as gay adult star Blue Bailey, stares down the devil--himself--and gets his hellish existence refocused on recovery and serving his community. But are the monsters gone? Has the terror ended? We are left knowing only that everything could shatter into shards in one white cloud of smoke. BLUE MOVIE is harrowing, heartbreaking, unsparing, and will tell others like us they are not alone.-- Alexander Cheves, author MY LOVE IS A BEAST: CONFESSIONSThis book is a rare one. In fact, it is raw in every way . . . and will not disappoint. Truly riveting.--Race Bannon, Author and community leader. . . this haunting tale will go viral . . . Ferris reminds us that humans will do desperate, comical, and even dangerous things to find community.--Amp Somers, Sex educator and co-host, Watts the SafewordStephan Ferris throws us into the fire in his brutally honest and unapologetic true story of hedonistic self-destruction and great personal triumph.-- Sister Roma, Award-winning drag queen activist and entertainerFerris is the hero we need in the movement to reclaim sex and pleasure as expressions of radical authenticity, and his story is an inspiration.--Phillip L. Hammack, PhD, Professor of Psychology, University of California, Santa Cruz. . . a courageously candid account of . . . a sexual outlaw, addict finding recovery, and lawyer establishing a professional identity . . . This book will be both a challenge and a comfort.--Morris Ratner, Provost, Academic Dean, and Professor, University of California Hastings College of LawLiterary Nonfiction. Essay. LGBTQ+ Studies.
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Playing a wide variety of audio formats
Works on all devices with iOS 13 and newer
Huge amount of features for a small price
Frequent updates to add new features and improve existing ones
Advanced playback controls
Live sound processing
Changing the timbre of the reader's voice and noise reduction
Translated into more than 20 languages
If you love listening to fiction audiobooks, ListenBook has features to make the process easier.
Edit book data: title, author, cover
Use equalizer to make the sound comfortable for you
Adjust the playback speed
Enjoy dark and light app themes
Supported formats: MP3, M4B, AWB, FLAC, OGG audio files and many more (must be DRM free)
Auto-Bookmarks make it easy to find your place
AirPlay support allows redirection of audio output.
VoiceOver support
Dark mode for night owls
Convenient bookmarking system helps you mark the most important places.
Unlimited bookmarks for each audiobook
Put your own cover on the wager
Share your audiobook with friends
Lock-screen control
Customise app with extensive options
Sleep timer with shake to reset, set custom notification sounds, and a few unique options
Auto rewind depending on paused time, customize rewind times to your liking
Removing background noise from recordings made in classrooms and meetings
Changing the timbre of the reader's voice for a better listening experience