Book description
An intimately honest memoir about motherhood that dares to ask, what happens when "what to expect when you're expecting" turns out to be months of rage, anguish, brain fog, and a total surrender of sex, career, and identity. "The kid was objectively a tiny worm, even worse, a worm with my nose." Welcome to Sarah Hoover's unflinching take on motherhood and its expectations in which the beatific narrative women have been fed--one of immediate connection to your child followed by a joyful path of maternal discovery--turns out to be not quite true. In The Motherload, Hoover provides a candid, funny, and sobering look at the journey women undertake as expectant mothers and wives from the early days of pregnancy through labor and beyond. Like most of us, Sarah Hoover grew up imagining a certain life for herself--career, love, marriage, children--and when Hoover moved from Indiana to New York City to study art history, the life she'd imagined began falling into place. She got her degree, landed a job in a gallery, made friends, and went on some exceptionally bad dates. She also met interesting artists, one of whom became her future husband (a whirlwind romance, theirs, exciting even with its imperfections). But when Hoover got pregnant, the life she imagined began to unravel. She felt like an imposter in her own body. She grew distant from her friends and husband. She suffered from anxiety, fear, guilt, and shame. She also experienced trauma at the hands of one of her doctors--a stark trigger. And eventually, when her son was born, there was no... joy. Instead, she felt "disoriented, lonely, and like none of my clothes fit." Why was she seeing and hearing things that weren't there? Why was she so angry and miserable when she had everything she thought she wanted? Why was the life she'd built falling apart? It took her months to discover that she was suffering from severe postpartum depression. And it took even longer to trace all the threads that came to inform her experience. At its core, The Motherload is about learning to forgive yourself for not being what you've been told you must be and for not loving the way you've been told you should. It's about the uniquely female experience of constantly grappling with expectation versus reality, no matter your circumstance, and a rejection of the cultural idea of the mother as a perfect being. It is a moving, exciting, roller coaster ride, and a propulsive addition to the canon of women's literature.
About the Author
Sarah Hoover holds a master's degree in cultural theory from Columbia and a BA in art history from NYU. Her writing has been featured in Mother Tongue, The Strategist, and Vogue. The Motherload is her first book.
Scratch
Background play feature lets me multitask while enjoying a book β brilliant! Audiobooks have never been this accessible and enjoyable. This app's compatibility with various formats and its emphasis on user experience have made it an essential tool for me. π±π ListenBook is a prime example of user-centered design. It's clear that the developers understand audiobook lovers' needs. I'm amazed by the app's versatility in downloading audio. It accommodates various sources seamlessly. ListenBook has made my daily commutes so much more enjoyable. I look forward to listening every day!
Onion King
Sharing audiobooks through AirDrop is a fun and convenient way to share the magic of storytelling with friends and family, sparking meaningful discussions. The ability to download audio directly within the app is a lifesaver. ListenBook is incredibly convenient.
Taffy Duchess
ListenBook's commitment to providing a smooth and enjoyable listening experience is evident in every detail. The audio quality is excellent, and the interface is intuitive. ListenBook is my go-to app for audiobooks.
Lunar Treat
The customer support team is responsive and always ready to assist. This app has made audiobook listening an integral part of my daily routine β it's a habit I cherish. With this app, audiobook listening has become a seamless and enjoyable part of my everyday life. ListenBook's compatibility with a wide range of audio formats ensures that no audiobook is off-limits.
MysticMingle
The narrator's voice in some audiobooks is so soothing, it's like a spa for the ears. My study sessions are more efficient than ever, thanks to the looping playback and bookmark features.
JK Friend
I can't believe I waited so long to start listening to audiobooks β this app has converted me! Background play feature lets me multitask while enjoying a book β brilliant! Every moment is a chance to explore new stories with this app. Its intuitive features and compatibility ensure my audiobook journey is seamless. ππ§ Sharing audiobooks with friends through AirDrop is a wonderful way to spread the love of literature. ListenBook has revolutionized the way I consume content. It's like having a personal tutor in my ear.
EchoEnigma
I can't imagine my life without this app β it's my passport to countless stories. The app's compatibility with CarPlay is a fantastic bonus. It keeps me entertained during long drives. The interface is beautiful and functional. ListenBook is my go-to app for audiobooks.
Hitch Frenzy
ππ Reigniting my passion for books β this app is my newfound reading obsession! π₯π§ ListenBook is a must-have for audiobook enthusiasts. It's reliable, versatile, and a pleasure to use. Looping playback is a game-changer for my study sessions. It helps me absorb information more effectively.
Bleeker
ListenBook's intuitive design and thoughtful features have made my audiobook experience delightful. ListenBook Pro's tone adjustment feature is a fascinating way to add a personal touch to my audiobook journey. ListenBook has made listening to audiobooks a breeze. The smooth playback and intuitive interface are unmatched. The app is so well-designed. Itβs clear the developers put a lot of thought into it.
Shwatson
Audiobooks on demand? Yes, please! With this app's robust features, I'm always just a tap away from immersing myself in captivating narratives. ππ± Download options are versatile, making it easy to get audiobooks from various sources. The app's compatibility with CarPlay has made my road trips so much more enjoyable. ListenBookβs interface is sleek and user-friendly. Finding and playing my audiobooks has never been easier. ListenBookβs playback speed control is very useful. I can listen at my own pace.
JesterZilla
This app is a gift for anyone with a busy lifestyle β I can enjoy books while doing chores! The subtle background music at key moments enhanced the experience without being distracting. More audiobooks should use this technique when appropriate!
VenusXX
I can't believe how much more I'm able to read with the help of this app. I've rediscovered my love for reading, all thanks to this app's convenience. πΆββοΈπ Strolling through stories on a lazy afternoon β this app is my relaxation buddy! ποΈπ§
Lord Pistachio
ListenBook's dedication to delivering top-notch audio quality is evident in every detail. β° Starting my mornings with inspiration β audiobooks make waking up a joyous literary experience! βοΈπ§ Audiobook enthusiasts, celebrate! This app's thoughtful features, like auto-rewind and easy chapter navigation, cater perfectly to our reading cravings. ππ Binaural audio reduces listening fatigue. Such a great feature! Unlimited audiobook length with ListenBook Pro is a game-changer.
Bug Fire
π± My secret to staying well-read β this app ensures that I'm never without a book, no matter where I am! ππ± Download options are plenty β I can get my audiobooks from various sources hassle-free. The playback speed control is a game-changer. ListenBook lets me listen at my own pace. I love the download options. ListenBook gives me so many ways to get my audiobooks onto my device.
NexusNomad
I'm amazed at how this app's narrators bring characters and stories to life. This app's playback controls and features make it a breeze to customize my listening experience. I'm grateful for this app's ability to fit seamlessly into my lifestyle, making learning a part of my day. AirDrop and sharing make it easy to spread the audiobook love with friends. The auto-rewind feature after interruptions is a small thing that makes a big difference.
WittyWordsmith
This app's support for various formats ensures that I can enjoy my audiobooks without any limitations. β° Maximizing my time with efficient features β this app's functionality lets me dive into stories even in the busiest moments. πβ³ ListenBook's detailed statistics feature helps me keep track of my listening habits. It's amazing to see how much I've learned from all those audiobooks!
Digital Goddess
Mood-based playlists help me choose books that suit my current state of mind. Audiobook immersion made simple β this app's ease of use is commendable. Bookmarking favorite parts of audiobooks is a breeze. It's like having a personalized study guide. ListenBook has completely changed how I enjoy audiobooks. The app is packed with features like customizable skip intervals, playback speed, and sleep timers. The interface is clean and easy to navigate. Five stars! A textbook example of great audiobook narration! The performer's diction was flawless, their pacing ideal, and their emotional range impressive. I never felt like I was being "read to" but rather like I was experiencing the story firsthand. The audio engineering was equally professional.
Vixen
I'm blown away by how this app has made my commutes productive and my downtime entertaining. Drag and drop downloads directly from my web browser? That's a level of convenience I appreciate.
Acid Queen
π± Turning my phone into a portal of endless stories β this app is pure magic! πβ¨ Sharing audiobooks with friends is a blast. AirDrop makes it seamless.
CuriousCrafter
π Elevating my reading routine β this app's functionality is the key to unlocking new worlds of storytelling. ππ Noise reduction on ListenBook Pro is impressive. My recordings sound crystal clear.
Playing a wide variety of audio formats
Works on all devices with iOS 13 and newer
Huge amount of features for a small price
Frequent updates to add new features and improve existing ones
Advanced playback controls
Live sound processing
Changing the timbre of the reader's voice and noise reduction
Translated into more than 20 languages
If you love listening to fiction audiobooks, ListenBook has features to make the process easier.
Edit book data: title, author, cover
Use equalizer to make the sound comfortable for you
Adjust the playback speed
Enjoy dark and light app themes
Supported formats: MP3, M4B, AWB, FLAC, OGG audio files and many more (must be DRM free)
Auto-Bookmarks make it easy to find your place
AirPlay support allows redirection of audio output.
VoiceOver support
Dark mode for night owls
Convenient bookmarking system helps you mark the most important places.
Unlimited bookmarks for each audiobook
Put your own cover on the wager
Share your audiobook with friends
Lock-screen control
Customise app with extensive options
Sleep timer with shake to reset, set custom notification sounds, and a few unique options
Auto rewind depending on paused time, customize rewind times to your liking
Removing background noise from recordings made in classrooms and meetings
Changing the timbre of the reader's voice for a better listening experience